Let me quote the whole lyrics from my Idol David Archuleta's song.
I was thinking about ya
I drew a little picture
But some things you can't put on paper
Like ya like shooting stars
Or write songs on guitar
Got more things to do than stare at a mirror
And I know, I know
She's gotta be out there, out there
I know, I know, she's gotta be
Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm right
Maybe I just let you walk by
What can I say
Maybe i've known you all my life
Is she the one, is it today
Will I turn the corner, see my future
In a beautiful face
Maybe
She's anything but typical
A sweet surprise
No matter what she's looking at the bright side
It's gonna be worth it
Cos that's what love is
I'll keep searching for my kind of perfect
And I know, I know,
She's gotta be out there, out there
I know, I know, she's gotta be
Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm right
Maybe I just let you walk by
What can I say, maybe i've known you all my life
Is she the one, is it today
Will I turn the corner, see my future, in a beautiful face
Maybe
They say, give it time,
Give it time and it will fall in line
But I, keep wondering how and when and why I haven't met you
But maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm right
Is she the one, is it today
Will i turn the corner, see my future, in a beautiful face.
Maybe I'm wrong, maybe I'm right
Maybe I just let you walk by
What can I say, maybe i've known you all my life
Is she the one, is it today
Will i turn the corner, see my future, in a beautiful face
Maybe
Ohhhh, maybe, yeah.
I'll keep searching for my kind of perfect.
(Lyrics from http://www.elyricsworld.com/my_kind_of_perfect_lyrics_david_archuleta.html)
Yes, maybe I'm wrong or right for showing my tougher side instead of my mushy one. I don't know but as what I believe, people will always take advantage of every piece of kindness. They'll do this until you can no longer give. And this attitude makes it a lot harder for me to find someone who fits this empty space.
David Archuleta's a lot luckier. He hasn't experienced love yet that's why he wrote this song. He said in an interview, "Why write a love song when I haven't experienced one?"
For 3 years now, my heart is still in the freezer, placed in the highest part of it. No one dared to defrost it and make it melt again. Family, time, friends, career -- which one is the hindrance to my happiness? Let me erase it. Haha
But as the lyrics say, I know someone's gotta be out there. It may not be today nor tomorrow but I'm pretty sure that someone is destined for me to love. I'll just be patient but I'll never get tired of looking.
