Desires of My Heart

It really is amazing how our hearts do something just to make us realizing things we're not aware anymore of.

Last night, I've had the weirdest of dreams - I dreamt of my ex.

I really wondered why in all people I know, he's the one I've dreamt of. Psychologists say that our dreams are interpretations of what our subconscious mind is thinking. But, is it really the mind which is thinking when it comes to these things or is it the foolish heart which isn't learning?

I know that I am so over with this stuff. I've had enough pain and happiness from him. If my heart still desires for more, I will not let it. I'll just stick to my mind.

Never Again

It's been so long.

He still lingers in my mind. I know that this shouldn't be happening to me but I really can't stop my heart. I still have a functioning mind and I won't let crazy things to happen again.

I've had enough of him, yet, this heart's still begging for more pain, for more more happiness. I try to tell myself not to be like someone who is from my past - pathetic and no more than that. I don't want to get back to that point.

I've moved on. I have to learn how to be happy. Men and love don't mix in my system.